I lied to you, 
                                                                                     and i think i'll keep doing it...

Me, i don't say much
It's far too hard to make you see in a moment
I still forget just how to be all you wanted

                                                        Until your heart stop beating...

Emotionless

Where is my mind?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
you try this trick and spin it, yeah
your head will collapse
and there's nothing in it
and you'll ask yourself

Si alguien me quiere...por favor, que me mate .

Merci pour le venin

Sister, I'm not much a poet, 

but a criminal .
And you never had a chance .
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on,
and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you payed me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on,
and on,
and on .

Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor?
the floor,
the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all you poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill

You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Dish all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the bunk you gave me

Hallelujah, lock and load .
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpeant sun
Beneath the mark of the scar that makes you run,
and run,
and run,
and run

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all you poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
 

You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe  

So give me all you poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
 

You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

I'm gonna love you, with my hands tied.

Love of my life, you've hurt me.

You've broken my heart and now you leave me
Love of my, life can't you see?
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me.
Because you don't know ,
what it means to me.

Love of my life, don't leave me,
You've stolen my love now desert me,
Love of my life can't you see?
Bring it back bring it back,
Don't take it away from me,
Because you don't know 

what it means to me.

You will remember ,
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back , hurry back
Dont take it away from me
Because you don't know
what it means to me

Love of my life
Love of my life ...
Oooh, ooooh...

                                                            Me morirìa mañana.

Hola si, tengo bocha de sueño y altas ojeras y no puedo dormir
y me duele la rodilla y encima esta como rojita..
y escuchar The Horrors me altera y aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah muere muere !!

Uff cuantas cosas existenciales que escribo..

                                                        Y ahora, què ?

Gravity's rainbow

Red and orange,

green and blue.
Yellow, violet too.

All that colours i know,
living in the
rainbow .

En este tiempo anfibio temo perderte
Por volar, por volar.

Estaba tan felizmente "odiandote" y ahora, 
me frustrar no entender que queres.

Who Knew

Tomaste mi mano, me mostraste como
Me prometiste que estarias cerca mio
Uhh uhh
Esta bien
Tome tus palabras y crei,

en todo lo que me dijiste.
Yeah uh
Esta bien

Si alguien hubiese dicho que dentro de tres  años
Te habrias ido
Yo me levantaria y les pegaria
Porque todos ellos estan equivocados
Se mejor
Porque dijiste por siempre
Y Siempre
Quien sabia

Recuerda cuendo eramos unos tontos
muy convencidos y  muy cool
Oh no
No no
Deseo con tocarte denuevo
Deseo seguir pudiendo decirte amigo
Daria todo

Si alguien hubiese dicho,
ahora cuenta tus bendiciones
Por su larga partida.
Pienso que no supe como
Estaba equivocada
Lo sabian mejor
Todavía dijiste por siempre
Y siempre
Quien sabia

Te tengo encerrado en mi cabeza.
Hasta que nos encontremos de nuevo
Hasta que nosotros...
Hasta que nos encontremos de nuevo
Y no te olvidare mi amigo
Lo que paso

Si alguien hubiese dicho que dentro de tres  años
Te habrias ido
Yo me levantaria y les pegaria
Porque todos ellos estan equivocados.

Ese ultimo beso
Lo apreciare
Hasta que nos encontremos
Y el tiempo
Lo hace mas difícil
Deseo poder recordar
Pero mantengo
Tu memoria
Me visitas cuando duermo

Mi cariño
Quien sabia
Te extraño
Quien sabia...

FUCK 
FUCK
FUCK !


Y MALDITA hora espejo !!
porque TODO se tiene que poner TAN malisimo en un minuto?

Nada

Dormido entre la hierba ya soñaba con tus manos,
cuando bailaba entre las tumbas sentía tu mirada,
y aunque a mi no crean percibía tu estado.
Cuando bebía agua en el manantial
te vi a mi lado.

Y a pesar de que, haz visto en danzas paganas

te acercaste y me besaste.

Sacudiéndome me despertaste de la hipnosis

nos largamos hacia el pantano

Uh uh uh uh, uh uh

Y es, que de tí, hay no se nada, nada, nada, nada.
Y es, que de tí, hay no se nada, nada, nada, nada.

Y es que no puedo verte a los ojos
y esque te tengo mucho temor.

Y es que no puedo verte a los ojos
y esque te tengo mucho temor.

En la masacre de la aldea seguías a mi lado,
y me enseñaste arcoiris que, tu habías creado,
me recostaste sobre el alba mundos pasados,
y me enseñaste como cohabitar dentro de un árbol.

Y a pesar de que, haz visto en danzas paganas

te acercaste y me besaste.

Sacudiéndome me despertaste de la hipnosis

nos largamos hacia el pantano

Uh uh uh uh, uh uh

Y es, que de tí, hay no se nada, nada, nada, nada.
Y es, que de tí, hay no se nada, nada, nada, nada.

Y es que no puedo verte a los ojos
y esque te tengo mucho temor.

Y es que no puedo verte a los ojos
y esque te tengo mucho temor.

Y es que no puedo verte a los ojos
y esque te tengo mucho temor.

Nada...

Come into the light...

An Invisible light,

an invisible light

to keep me alive, oh!
Looking for the tension.
I can feel it with the fingers in my mind...

Crystal ball

 Who is the man I see

Where I'm supposed to be?
I lost my heart, I buried it too deep
Under the iron sea

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall

Lines ever more unclear
I'm not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall

Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong

I don't where I am
And I don't really care
I look myself in eye
There's no one there
I fall upon the earth
I call upon the air
But all I get is the same old vacant stare

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall

Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

No estoy enamorada, sólo me gustan sus manos.

Esto ya parece Forks de tanto llover... y me encanta porque hace que el barrio luzca mas verde. Y me encantan los relampagos y truenos que hubo, era muy luminosos y sonaban muy cerca. Ahora me voy a ver una pelicula de vampiros o algo por el estilo, que se que es muy mala pero bueno...

Bueno, si tengo que hacer una especie de porcentaje sobre la clasificasion de mis sueños,
seria mas o menos asi:

- No soñar nada
- Pesadillas
- Cosas raras y sin sentido
y por ultimo...
- Cosas lindas

Este ultimo sueño supongo que esta entre lo 2º y 3º, o sea basta.

Ojalà las "salidas de emergencia" 
fuesen tan fàciles de encontrar...

Vamonos

Toma tus cosas y vamonos ya
si no corremos nos van a dejar

Ponte tu casco y tu traje espacial

la carretera no puede esperar.

Donde vamos?

Las nubes viajan detras del cristal
y las montañas se vienen y van
Yo te regalo esta flor que encontré
en tu cabello que bien, mirate.

Donde vamos?
Donde estamos?

Y nuestra casa se quedo alla atras
Alla adelante que iré a encontrar
por mientras canto

Tu TuruTu TururuTururururu,
Tu TuruTu TururuTururururu

En este camino no hay nadie más
tu eres la reina y yo soy el rey
En esta arena te hice un collar
es de conchitas duras de Carey.

Nuestra casa se quedo alla atras
(no se veia más)
Alla adelante que iré a encontrar
(no se que vamos a encontrar)
y mis amigos kanji ya no estan
(y mis amigos donde estan)
como las olas que vienen y van
(como las olas)

Canto
Tu TuruTu TururuTururururu,
Tu TuruTu TururuTururururu.

Sigo sin entender como se puede cambiar tanto y contradecirse tanto. 

Como se gastan todas las palabras y todos los besos dados.

Todo los estetico y superficial no se compara a lo diferente que estan tus ojos.

Hoy dia, fuiste TAN asco.
No solo climaticamente, si no todo en general
y como ultimamente tambien lo estas siendo.
Pero hoy fue muy... no importa,
ni siquiera podria describirlo.


" And if a double-decker bus crashes into us..."

I love the way you lie.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
 

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, 
she resuscitates me, she fucking hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
It's So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Eclipse

Bella:

....

Bueno, yo también te echo de menos. Mucho.

Aunque eso no cambia nada. Lo siento.

Jacob.

Lo que quieras

Si el invierno te es muy largo, yo puedo acortarlo.
Si te gustan los planetas, yo te los llevo a tu puerta.

Y si quieres ver a Dios, tengo su foto en un cajón.
Si te molesta tu padre, mejor dile que se prepare.

Y si quieres suicidarte, yo podria dispararte .
y tambien acompañarte, al infierno a cualquier parte.

Y si no quieres nada...
Auaaaaaaaaaaa - auaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Auaaaaaaaaaaa - auaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Y si quieres matar a todos, aprende hacer bombas nucleares.
Si quieres ganarte el cielo, yo me arreglo con San Pedro.
Si quieres un mundo nuevo, yo ya te lo tengo hecho.
O si has caido alas, pues revisa de inmediato tu espalda.

Lo que quieras, lo que quieras.
Lo que quieras, lo que quieras.

Y si no quieres nada...

1990

 

No habrá remedio infalible,
te confiaré.
Las almas son tan corruptibles,
que no querrás saber.
De mi, solo lo que ves,
conseguirás de mi.

Te confiaré,
y no querrás saber.
Anclado en 1990.
Los dioses no saldaron cuentas,
para poder salir.
De mi, solo lo que ves,
conseguirás de mi.
 
Naturaleza insaciable.
Cavaré entre tus labios,
hoy lloverá y se abrirá la tierra.

Baby, please...

De mi solo lo que ves,
conseguirás de mi.

De mi
veras
conseguirás de mi.
 

Veras lo que quiero.
Que conseguirás de mi,
anclado a 1990.