I caught myself

Youre pushing and pulling me down to
But I dont know what I...
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought of you

Youre pushing and pulling me down too
But I dont know what I want
No I dont know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
Youre leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
Youre not the one I believe in
With God as my witness 

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought of you

Youre pushing and pulling me down too
But I dont know what I want
No I dont know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know its not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart its not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
Im saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart its not you
I never know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I should have never thought